she’s in labor!

holy shit. Our Social Worker called this morning (Narda's opening was last night, so can you say HANGOVER!)OY.Will know more when she calls us back later. We may fly home early. Will keep you posted.Cross all fingers and say all prayers that she is a healthy baby!OH.MY.G-D!

she’s in labor!

holy shit. Our Social Worker called this morning (Narda's opening was last night, so can you say HANGOVER!)OY.Will know more when she calls us back later. We may fly home early. Will keep you posted.Cross all fingers and say all prayers that she is a healthy baby!OH.MY.G-D!

anxiety

Waves of nausea fill me, like morning sickness. I sit in “guarded” optimism. Narda is wanting to talk about it all the time, I’m nervous to even speak about it. I’m afraid it won’t happen.I’m waiting to have the conversation with my boss about a “possible” leave of absence. I don’t know how it will … Continue reading anxiety

work

Friday the 19th at 10am, we meet the birth Mother.Zoinks.I’m actually MORTE freaked out about work! I sent a letter off to my boss, who was really sweet, and said he’d call me this next week, so we can talk about it all. I’m so ready to do this, but I’m also terrified to not … Continue reading work