So V (Birth mom) is supposed to visit the agency today or tomorrow to look at albums – ours and the other family.
I ALWAYS feel that No News is BAD news when it comes to the adoption thing. So my fear is that she went in, looked at the albums and chose the other family.
I could be totally wrong, but that’s where my head is right now.
Granted, it would be SO WAY easier if everything happened AFTER March, but we’lll take whatever comes our way WHEN it comes.
I’m just sharing what’s going on in my head with you right now.
I’m about to go shower and go into work, as there’s just way too much that needs to get done in order for me to be gone a week and a half on this audition tour, and (G-d willing) a bit of time after that, so I have to really get things in order at my office, including the “what I do on a daily basis job description thing”). So I feel I’ll be spending some late nights at work this week.